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2018-01-10 10:40 pm

[sticky entry] Sticky: Hi There!

Welcome to my journal. If you expect something profound, funny or even structured, you are in the wrong place, I'm afraid... This here is a collection of random thoughts, updates, and testimonies of writerly struggles. Oh, and there's stuff about fountain pens and inks--and recently, stuff about my attempts at fencing, for everyone's amusement.

About me: I'm (or I try to be) a science-fiction writer currently based in the UK. When you ask when I'm from, I get confused. I was born in Poland but moved countries for most of my adult life.  

I love science and science-fiction, and should have probably been born on Vulcan. I'm owned by a variable number of cats (currently two). She/her.

Feel free to comment, leave a recommendation or just say hi. 

hamletta: (Earl Grey)
2019-12-29 07:56 pm

(no subject)

My cat's been inseparable ever since I returned. This is understandable, and would be kind of sweet if not for the fact that he's currently having flatulence problems. Please spare a thought for both of us. :/
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2019-12-28 11:14 pm

Back home

I've just returned from a week with my parents. It was hectic, to say the least. Still, we managed to see some old friends and made parents happy, so that's something. I'm too exhausted to write more, maybe tomorrow. Just one thing -- I'm now totally addicted to Star Realms. I downloaded it when I first bought the ipad but only started playing while I was away and tried to decompress from too much family and food... Well, now I can't put it down. Halp!
hamletta: cat with tongue sticking out (Major Tom)
2019-12-09 05:43 pm

I like injections

So, this is exactly news to no one, but living with pain sucks. I've got tendonitis and inflammation in both my shoulders, combined with carpal tunnel issues and residual RSI, and over the last few weeks the pain has been steadily getting worse. But today I had the full diagnosis following the MRI results, and a steroid + anaesthetic injection in the right shoulder (the most painful -- I'm right-handed). In two weeks, I'm getting the second injection. And I already feel better. There's still pain, but milder, and most of all I now know what's wrong and have a physio plan to take care of it. Yay! 

I hope I'll sleep better, too, because the pain had been waking me up every hour or so. Combined with my self-inflicted destructive sleeping patterns (i.e., going to bed at 7 am and getting up at 4 pm, thereby missing daylight entirely) this has been making me tired and depressive. The prospect of Christmas isn't helping, but that's another matter.

I've been making slow but steady progress on the new novel, and I'm really liking my incentive program. The reward for hitting the first 10k words was a nib. A fancy nib, though, for the new Montegrappa pen I got, which has a very pretty nib but not as wet as I like. I could tune it, of course, but then I saw a Black Friday sale on a very stubby nib for this very pen (Montegrappa Ducale) and I just couldn't resist it. 

 (That's the pen, but with a standard nib).

The funny thing was that the sale was at Selfridges, which sell fancy stuff but are not exactly a pen specialist, so the nib was only described as "nib replacement" -- no information about size at all. All I had to go by was the picture:



I mean, this looks pretty stubby, right?

So I ordered it, and it has just arrived. The stubbiest stub in my possession. Still zero description, but it's 1.8 at least. Will I even be able to write with it? Who knows... :D 

Now I need to figure out what I'm getting for the next 10k...





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2019-11-30 01:15 am

Magic Vibrations...

My health has been annoying this week, with several issues flaring up at once. Noting big, but trickier than, say, a cold, in that I can't just wait for it to go away but must actively do something about it. I'm self-medicating on one issue, because I've dealt with it before and recognise the symptoms. If it doesn't go away, I'll have to see a doctor, which is annoying because the whole thing started due to a doctor's intervention. [I know I'm making it sound mysterious--it's not, I'm mostly concerned you might be reading it while eating and want to spare you :D]

the second issue is my shoulder pain -- the specialist thinks it's rotator cuffs, so he had me MRI it, which I did today. It was my first MRI, and as such it was interesting purely from the technology perspective. I didn't expect it to be so noisy -- though I should have, if I spared it a thought. Another thing I didn't expect was that it would make me dizzy, which it did, and quite a lot, though luckily it was gone within minutes. One of the techs told me it was normal for some people, so, lucky me!

I wanted to grill the techs on the details about the blue-space-portal they put me into, but I was the last patient and they looked eager to go home (it was after 10 pm). So I mentioned briefly that I'm going to read up on how this works, and the tech told me it was just magic. So, you have it from a health official: I've been inside a magic vibrations portal today. Yay!

Writing has suffered a bit from the health issues (and some study assignments), BUT I drafted three short chapters (slightly over 7k words). This is good because now I have a chapter in each pov, and that really helps me see their part of the world. I have one character's plot worked out in enough detail but the other two are more nebulous -- and since they are the ones that intertwine the most, I really need to give it some thought.  So I think that's what I'll be doing next (working out on the outline some more) going further with the wordcount. My rewards will have to wait!
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2019-11-21 03:40 am

New Novel

I've started on the new novel. I was hoping to have a better outline before diving into it, but I feel like I need to get to know these people a bit better before I can add more details to the outline. What I'm doing now may just end up being exploratory, testing the voices of the characters and setting up the scenes. Even so, it will probably push me along faster than just staring at the outline of the outline.

I'm also experimenting with the outline function in Scrivener -- using colour-coding for pov tracks. It's more flexible than I thought (low benchmark, though, as I never really gave it a try). So far the only thing I don't like is the fact that the planned chapters (or index cards) appear as chapters of the manuscript in the binder. This will be super helpful once they are done and I want to shuffle things around, but until I then I prefer the binder to show only the things I've actually written.  I guess I can get used to it, or if not, I can always move the unwritten "chapters" into a folder within the manuscript.

Anyway. The first 1,000 done. Only 99,000 or so to go...
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2019-11-19 09:29 pm

Keyboard Report!

If you missed that entry, last week -- wait, it was the week before that, I've lost track! -- I decided to experiment with Colemak keyboard layout. My shoulders were really bothering me, and it was going to be a slower week and I knew I could rely on dictation if I needed to type something fast, so it seemed like a good week to try.

I was wrong.

I ended up giving up even before the end of the week. What I have learned, however, is that it is clearly a way better layout than qwerty, both for my wrists and shoulders (it claims that your fingers move 2.2 times less than with qwerty and I totally believe this) and for my speed. I'm a very slow typist and I could see how Colemak could make me faster, with time.

That that's where I erred. I underestimated how hard it would be to switch. I knew it would be a pain but I thought after a week of intense practice I could get up to tolerable speed, and then continue from there. But I failed to account for two things: first, the amount of practice I needed to do was putting even worse strain on my wrists, leading to more pain. And two, even though I had no assignments due, a lot of my game work consists in Slack exchanges where dictation was useless, and slow typing was really getting in the way.

So, I gave up, at least for now. I may try again when I have nothing going on for a week or two and really can give it a proper effort. It is definitely a better layout.
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2019-11-08 12:17 am

Learning, all over again

I'm trying something drastic.

I’ve had lots of problems with my wrists earlier this year (carpal tunnel issues that may require a surgery sometime in the future). Recently, this has escalated (or maybe it’s totally unrelated) when I developed severe pain in my shoulders. I’m trying to have it diagnosed because it maybe anything from tendonitis to fibromyalgia. I’ve had some blood test done and trying to get an MRI so hopefully they’ll figure out what it is.

In the meantime, I dug out my Kinesis split keyboard to stop things getting worse. I love the keyboard but I stopped using it because, even though comfortable, somehow it made me type slower. See, I never learned to type. Growing up in Poland that just wasn’t something we did. I taught myself to type only when I started to work, but I’ve always been very slow.

So now, with the pain and the need to use a keyboard that makes me even slower, AND hearing *somebody* (you know who you are) mention they type 110 wpm… Then, serendipity: I stumbled on this blog post from Tobias Buckell about his experiments with keyboards and keyboard layouts. The $300 keyboard he’s using looks positively alien, though I’m not sure it’s that much better than the split keyboard I have. But I got really intrigued about shifting to a different layout.

I decided to give Colemak a try. I can immediately see how much easier it is on my wrists; it’s miles more natural on the fingers. But damn, converting is super hard. I'm doing exercises, but I first have to unlearn the old layout... After two days, my typing speed is... 10 words per minute. Honestly, it takes 5 mins to type up a tweet... I tried to participate in a slack convo and it was hard…

I’m really not sure if it's a good idea or if I'm just wasting my time. BUT I've decided I'll keep up with the exercises till the end of the week. if by then I can't type any faster than I'm going to reassess. Updates forthcoming!
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2019-10-12 01:45 am

Bologna

I'm away for a short trip to Bologna, Italy. The city is beautiful; every corner feels ancient. It’s got the oldest university in Europe, almost a thousand years old. And of course, there are students everywhere, enjoying the last of summer weather. I’ll post some pictures when I get back. I also got a new pen, a gorgeous Montegrappa! And had dinner in a Michelin restaurant... Enjoying the break— I needed it.
hamletta: (Earl Grey)
2019-10-04 07:34 pm

Hehehe

So with all that Inktober stuff going around and everybody posting their pieces, AND me having a nice new iPad toy, I've committed a drawing! Everyone, here's Earl Grey:

drawing of a cat


Now, why would you all be snickering? Did I promise it would actually look like Earl Grey? Or even a cat? :D





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2019-10-03 02:06 am

New iPad!

Not that it's that newsworthy, but I wanted one ever since I decided I didn't really need one and gave my old iPad 2 to my mum. She's been loving it so I could never ask for it back, and after all, I didn't really need it. I finally decided that needing wasn't everything and wanting counted as well. And since I'm now a student and get the education pricing... well, I couldn't pass the opportunity, could I?

And so my brand new iPad Pro (11 inch) arrived today, and it's shiny! I got the keyboard folio, and plan to install Scrivener so I can do writing on the go. In the meantime, any games recommendations? :D
hamletta: (Earl Grey)
2019-09-28 10:31 pm

It doesn't hurt to look

I stumbled upon these photos of Mister Global contestants posing in their national costumes, and now I hesitate between emigrating to Sri Lanka or Indonesia...
hamletta: (epee)
2019-09-04 10:33 pm

Fencing!

Went fencing for the first time since forever, thanks to [personal profile] yhlee's encouragement. Well, the breeches still fit but only barely... I've put on ten pounds over the last year--which of course means I should do *more* fencing but...

Anyway, in my excitement, I got there an hour too early, which is when the kid's class is on. It was really busy, with some forty kids practicing in three groups. I amused myself by warming up against a stack of mattresses -- and was out of breath within ten minutes. Grrrr..... A few others eventually showed up, but not many, which is likely due to the fact that the head coach sent out a reminder of the new season only last night (we use a school building so are tied to the school opening days). The head coach was an Olympic foilist, but unfortunately, time planning is not his strongest side.

I booked a private lesson with Kate, the épée coach. It was only 15 or 20 minutes, but that was probably better as a refresher. I was bad. Mostly my legs hurt from staying low. And I'm back to the rookie mistake of stepping before extending, and then not straightening my arm fully. :( Funny enough, if I practice dry, i.e., without an opponent, I do much better. The moment somebody stands in front of me, all I think of is scoring a hit.

I left after the lesson. I was exhausted, and the only other épéeists were young, tall, and much more advanced. Still, this was enough for the first time in such a long while. Seriously, if I want to continue, I've got to put in some practice. I need to strengthen my legs and work on the basics of my technique. But I find practicing footwork so boring... I love fencing, though, and it seems the only way...

Well, I've paid my autumn dues. I guess I'm committed? :D
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2019-09-04 02:24 am

Music video

I may have mentioned that my husband has recently returned to his music, He's teaching himself home recording and loving it, which is great. He usually does rocky or prog tunes (he is a guitarist). I've made a couple of music videos for him, either using stock footage or just shooting some clips in the area -- I no longer have access to any production gear so it's just me and my iPhone...

Anyway, latest tune he created is something different, more light hearted -- and to complement his experiment I played with an online animation toolkit to make a video. The choices were limited and it was my first time using the platform, but heck, here's the video!

:D


hamletta: (Earl Grey)
2019-08-26 12:08 am

Majestic

My husband caught this amazing photo of Earl Grey in the evening light... Had to share!


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2019-08-24 05:18 pm

More WorldCon

I keep telling myself I should write more, but then I just end up reading other people's blogs and deciding I've got little to add…
 
Anyway, now that my friend has left after the post-con visit, my con is truly over. I had a great time. I met new people, reconnected with those I already knew, distributed my share of bearhugs, did some panels, attended much too few, and cried at the Hugos. 
 
I would have wanted to attend more panels, but time was limited and I didn't want to spend it standing in lines. Also, I made a decision to prioritise meeting people over going to panels, because as great as they can be, it is 1) hit and miss, even with the best participants, and 2) I can usually access the information/discussion in some form online or in a podcast and getting IRL time with friends is not something that can be as easily replaced. That's also the reason why I spent more time with people from outside the UK, whom I'm not likely to meet for at least two years (assuming I make it to DC -- New Zealand is surely not going to happen).
 
I arrived on Wednesday and got to have dinner with dear friend M.E. Garber (another friendship that started online). Mary was also kind enough to have picked up my registration packet, saving me standing in the line on Thursday morning, when the registration line snaked out of the building. 
 
On Thursday I had lunch with[personal profile] yhlee , and chatted about fencing and travel and everything else, and then we went to see the art show, which was in an adjacent location a kilometre away (bad idea!) I'm glad neither of us realised how far it was, as we might have given up (Yoon had just arrived and hadn't had any sleep!) We made it, though, and good we did because despite the desire to go back for another look I never made it there before the show closed on Sunday.
 
On Friday I had an early lunch with Kelly Smith, founder of the Society for Social & Conceptual Issues in Astrobiology (SSoCIA), and a bunch of writers interested in the subject. We talked about the ethics of "contact" and space exploration, and how these are tackled in fiction (is it ethical to send probes to planets/moons where life may be evolving? Should we settle on planets with existing primitive (microbial) life? etc.)


 
Afterwards, I headed to the fountain pen meet up, which was fun, even though my new order of PenBBS failed to arrive on time. (I got them now, though, and they are so pretty!):

 
 
I got a major case of pen envy later, though, after a glimpse of some of YHL's pens… So beautiful… So shiny… Alas, no pictures, and good, because I'd just salivate more. :D
 
I had both of my panels on Friday, too. Both went well, I think, at least without any issues. Here's me looking all serious and then relieved after the "Why we love our droids" panel:

              
 
Saturday was the "business" day. I started late (no surprise here) with a reunion of Taos Toolbox graduates with Nancy Kress and Walter Jon Williams.  Nancy had to leave for her reading, but here's the photo of the three from our year (Adam Jackson, Mary Garber, WJW, and me):

 
From there I headed to the Locus Solon on the Cill Airne boat (ship?). This was lovely, as I got to catch up with a lot of people from Codex, as well as Arley and other Locus folk. Here's a part of the Codex contingent:

 
Afterwards, I met Joshua Bilmes, the head of my new agency (JABberwocky). My agent wasn't there, and Joshua is very much involved in all of the agency, so he wanted to meet me for a chat. I asked him about the history of the agency, and what made him start one on his own. It was an interesting discussion, and I'm glad I got to know him better.
 
Later was my first "agency dinner." I was a bit nervous, as I think I'm the newest client, having only signed up in May. It didn't help that I sat next to a Big Name Author, who didn't even look at me or introduce himself. Luckily, other people there were lovely. I especially appreciated Marie Brennan ([personal profile] swan_tower) coming over from the second table to chat (appropriately, we talked about cemeteries…) and Corry Lee, who adorned me with a temporary tattoo made to promote her book. She was lovely, and I was glad to learn that we share the agent. 

Here's Corry "tattooing"  Nick Martell, and my tattoo:

  

 
I slept badly that night and rolled out of bed late at 1:00 pm on Sunday. I got to meet [personal profile] dhampyresa for a post-lunch snack -- it was great to meet her for the first time IRL and I can only hope I sounded semi-coherent. We ended up going to the third-floor food place, which didn't have many options, but I was hungry and food was food. We couldn't find a place to sit so we just flopped on the ground -- as it proved not far from a bunch of Codexians playing Warewolf, who tried to lure us to join…  
 
I planned to change for the Hugos, but didn't have the time. Not that it mattered, as I wasn't part of anything official. The ceremony was great, with ups and downs that everybody has already written about. The winners were all worthy (at least the ones whose work I know, can't speak for the others), even though I was disappointed that Machineries of Empire didn't get the Hugo the series totally deserved. Still, it's hard to be upset when the winner is the lovely Becky Chambers. Mary Robinette's speech made me cry -- because Mary Robinette, because a real lady astronaut, and because she dedicated it to Mercury 13, about whom I read a lot recently.
 
I ended the night in the Spencer bar, which was the bar-con, and celebrated with waaaay too many flower myths (a delicious cocktail). I figured I was in trouble when my friends started to arrange to make sure I got back to my hotel… I ensured them I'd make it there by myself, and I did. Oh, the little victories…
 
Mary Garber and I got home to my place late on Monday night. It was lovely to de-con-press together. On Tuesday we managed to get as far as the grocery store, which was already an achievement. On Wednesday we set off to an event in the city but never got there. We went to the British Museum, and it was, as usual, amazing. Since it was Mary's first time, we started with "the greatest hits": the Rosetta stone, the Assyrians and the Egyptians. We then continued to the jade exhibition, which wasn't as rich, but still amazing, followed by the south Asian section. We reached the tiny Korean room just when they decided to kick us out. Next time!

     
 
Unfortunately, due to the slowest service in the world in the restaurant we stopped in for lunch/dinner, we ended up missing the event we were planning to see (Charlie Jane Anders and Anallee Newitz in conversation). Also, after the hours at the museum, and me still fighting with con-crud, we were both falling asleep already.
 
Mary left on Friday morning, leaving me to get back to reality. The novel revision is due to the agent, math exam is only three weeks away… It's time to resume standard operations. 
 
It's been a great week. To everyone I met: thank you for your company. Hope your con was as good as mine. See you in DC!



Edited due to random weirdness creeping in...





 

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2019-08-24 05:09 pm

More WorldCon

I keep telling myself I should write more, but then I just end up reading other people's blogs and deciding I've got little to add…
 
Anyway, now that my friend has left after the post-con visit, my con is truly over. I had a great time. I met new people, reconnected with those I already knew, distributed my share of bearhugs, did some panels, attended much too few, and cried at the Hugos. 
 
I would have wanted to attend more panels, but time was limited and I didn't want to spend it standing in lines. Also, I made a decision to prioritise meeting people over going to panels, because as great as they can be, it is 1) hit and miss, even with the best participants, and 2) I can usually access the information/discussion in some form online or in a podcast and getting IRL time with friends is not something that can be as easily replaced. That's also the reason why I spent more time with people from outside the UK, whom I'm not likely to meet for at least two years (assuming I make it to DC -- New Zealand is surely not going to happen).
 
I arrived on Wednesday and got to have dinner with dear friend M.E. Garber (another friendship that started online). Mary was also kind enough to have picked up my registration packet, saving me standing in the line on Thursday morning, when the registration line snaked out of the building. 
 
On Thursday I had lunch with[personal profile] yhlee , and chatted about fencing and travel and everything else, and then we went to see the art show, which was in an adjacent location a kilometre away (bad idea!) I'm glad neither of us realised how far it was, as we might have given up (Yoon had just arrived and hadn't had any sleep!) We made it, though, and good we did because despite the desire to go back for another look I never made it there before the show closed on Sunday.
 
On Friday I had an early lunch with Kelly Smith, founder of the Society for Social & Conceptual Issues in Astrobiology (SSoCIA), and a bunch of writers interested in the subject. We talked about the ethics of "contact" and space exploration, and how these are tackled in fiction (is it ethical to send probes to planets/moons where life may be evolving? Should we settle on planets with existing primitive (microbial) life? etc.)


 
Afterwards, I headed to the fountain pen meet up, which was fun, even though my new order of PenBBS failed to arrive on time. (I got them now, though, and they are so pretty!):

 
 
I got a major case of pen envy later, though, after a glimpse of some of YHL's pens… So beautiful… So shiny… Alas, no pictures, and good, because I'd just salivate more. :D
 
I had both of my panels on Friday, too. Both went well, I think, at least without any issues. Here's me looking all serious and then relieved after the "Why we love our droids" panel:

              
 
Saturday was the "business" day. I started late (no surprise here) with a reunion of Taos Toolbox graduates with Nancy Kress and Walter Jon Williams.  Nancy had to leave for her reading, but here's the photo of the three from our year (Adam Jackson, Mary Garber, WJW, and me):

 
From there I headed to the Locus Solon on the Cill Airne boat (ship?). This was lovely, as I got to catch up with a lot of people from Codex, as well as Arley and other Locus folk. Here's a part of the Codex contingent:

 
Afterwards, I met Joshua Bilmes, the head of my new agency (JABberwocky). My agent wasn't there, and Joshua is very much involved in all of the agency, so he wanted to meet me for a chat. I asked him about the history of the agency, and what made him start one on his own. It was an interesting discussion, and I'm glad I got to know him better.
 
Later was my first "agency dinner." I was a bit nervous, as I think I'm the newest client, having only signed up in May. It didn't help that I sat next to a Big Name Author, who didn't even look at me or introduce himself. Luckily, other people there were lovely. I especially appreciated Marie Brennan ([personal profile] swan_tower ) coming over from the second table to chat (appropriately, we talked about cemeteries…) and Cory Lee, who adorned me with a temporary tattoo made to promote her book. She was lovely, and I was glad to learn that we share the agent. 
 
I slept badly that night and rolled out of bed late at 1:00 pm on Sunday. I got to meet [personal profile] dhampyresa for a post-lunch snack -- it was great to meet her for the first time IRL and I can only hope I sounded semi-coherent. We ended up going to the third-floor food place, which didn't have many options, but I was hungry and food was food. We couldn't find a place to sit so we just flopped on the ground -- as it proved not far from a bunch of Codexians playing Warewolf, who tried to lure us to join…  
 
I planned to change for the Hugos, but didn't have the time. Not that it mattered, as I wasn't part of anything official. The ceremony was great, with ups and downs that everybody has already written about. The winners were all worthy (at least the ones whose work I know, can't speak for the others), even though I was disappointed that Machineries of Empire didn't get the Hugo the series totally deserved. Still, it's hard to be upset when the winner is the lovely Becky Chambers. Mary Robinette's speech made me cry -- because Mary Robinette, because a real lady astronaut, and because she dedicated it to Mercury 13, about whom I read a lot recently.
 
I ended the night in the Spencer bar, which was the bar-con, and celebrated with waaaay too many flower myths (a delicious cocktail). I figured I was in trouble when my friends started to arrange to make sure I got back to my hotel… I ensured them I'd make it there by myself, and I did. Oh, the little victories…
 
Mary Garber and I got home to my place late on Monday night. It was lovely to de-con-press together. On Tuesday we managed to get as far as the grocery store, which was already an achievement. On Wednesday we set off to an event in the city but never got there. We went to the British Museum, and it was, as usual, amazing. Since it was Mary's first time, we started with "the greatest hits": the Rosetta stone, the Assyrians and the Egyptians. We then continued to the jade exhibition, which wasn't as rich, but still amazing, followed by the south Asian section. We reached the tiny Korean room just when they decided to kick us out. Next time!

     
 
Unfortunately, due to the slowest service in the world in the restaurant we stopped in for lunch/dinner, we ended up missing the event we were planning to see (Charlie Jane Anders and Anallee Newitz in conversation). Also, after the hours at the museum, and me still fighting with con-crud, we were both falling asleep already.
 
Mary left on Friday morning, leaving me to get back to reality. The novel revision is due to the agent, math exam is only three weeks away… It's time to resume standard operations. 
 
It's been a great week. To everyone I met: thank you for your company. Hope your con was as good as mine. See you in DC!
 

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2019-07-27 01:00 am

My WorldCon Schedule

From C3PO to Murderbot: why we love our droids

Format: Panel
16 Aug 2019, Friday 17:00 - 17:50,
Wicklow Hall 2B (CCD)

From robots to sentient drones to cyborgs, our not-quite-human creations continue to fascinate, inspire, and break our hearts. As different as Star Trek’s Data is from Iain M. Banks’s minds, we cannot help but see ourselves in those larger-than-life creations. The panel will discuss the reasons why and how the machine-people serve as a mirror cabinet to humanity.

M V Melcer, Mika Koverola, William Ledbetter, Karina Steffens (M)


From concept to the screen

Format: Panel
16 Aug 2019, Friday 20:00 - 20:50,
Wicklow Hall-1 (CCD)

What are the unique challenges of creating art for film-makers? From static ideas on a flat surface to 3D in real life, and then back to two dimensions on the big screen, what surprises have these artists encountered?

Gregory Norman Bossert, M V Melcer, Charles Vess (Green Man Press), Norman Cates (Weta Digital / CoNZealand) (M), Mr Greg Chivers (HarperVoyager / Discovery Channel)

(Not sure why I'm on this one as I'm not an artist, but I've been on the receiving end of art, so maybe that's why?)
hamletta: (Fencing)
2019-06-27 06:22 pm

Let's Fence!

I went fencing last night, first time in almost four months.

The good news is, I managed to button up my breeches (that was a real question after four months of hardly any movement). 

The bad news is... Well, almost everything else. I walked straight into the club tournament. I still remembered which way to point, but my stamina was abysmal. I managed to do three bouts, of which one lasted maybe 30 sec... I did actually score a couple of points, but that was more of a lucky chance than any skill. 

But, I got reminded why I love it. In a way, it made the lapse in form and skill even more irritating, because I'm a stupidly ambitions and would like not to suck so totally. I keep reminding myself that I'm doing it for fun and can't expect to compete with boys half may age and ten times my level of fitness. 

Other than that, it was great... I do need to keep at it. It's such a fun sport!

(And yes, it's definitely going to feature in my next novel. Don't know the plot yet, but fencing will be involved!)


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2019-06-17 02:06 am

Seems all my posts recently are catch-ups, but..

It appears I'm slowly emerging from the crazy six months with way too much on my plate. I just hope I'm not going to let myself fall into another rabbit hole...

The first change was with one study module's finishing in May. I'm doing another one through the summer, but this one is very manageable on its own. I'm actually enjoying it, too, and much more than I expected. It's math -- not super high level but a bit higher than I've ever done. I've always been okay with math -- passing well enough but not going beyond what was required. So far I'm doing really well, to the point of considering doing more math modules, which is frankly surprising. Don't need to decide for another month or so, though.

I have also finished the novel edit for the new agent. There are still discussions to be had, but fingers crossed she will like the changes I made. It seems I've been working on this one forever--I think the first draft was done in August. I'm crossing my fingers it will go on sub soon...

I May I went to visit my parents. They are getting older, and I'm increasingly worried how we're going to manage it when they get too old and frail to manage on their own. I'm the only child and 2.5-hour flight away, so not exactly on call for when they need help... I honestly have no idea what I'll do then. For now, they're managing, and their garden looks way better than mine. They are both keen gardeners, and it shows. There's always something in bloom, but May is probably the best, with all the rhododendrons and azaleas covered in flowers: 


 






I love this view especially, because it has the flowers and the trees:







It reminded me once again how soothing trees are... I could just sit there and listen to the rustle of leaves and feel the time stand still.

I was back in time to prepare for husband's big birthday, which had several of his relatives visiting, some of whom spoke very little English. I was glad to see I could still follow virtually all the conversation; alas, my own performance has left me frustrated. I mean, I can't really be upset after barely speaking the language in almost a decade, but still. Language is such a fickle thing. Without practice, it dies swiftly and quietly. I still remember being almost fluent in Russian and now it's all gone...  

Another thing I need to get back to practicing is my fencing. I haven't gone to a single session since March... Honestly, I've hardly moved at all in the last six months. Working from home means that even casual movement is down to almost zero, unless I take the effort to actually do it. Which I haven't. So not only I'm totally out of shape, I've put on over 5 kg (10 pounds). I'm not even sure my fencing breeches still fit... They were tight last time I had them on...

I really can't let myself get so crazy busy again, especially as this was mostly my own fault. I need to start moving again, and enjoying the sports I like. Fingers crossed I get back in the routine soon.

Unless of course the agent requests more changes -- and I feel like I have to do them by next week...

And then I sign up for another course...

And take on more beta reading...

:X
hamletta: (Flying books)
2019-05-17 04:33 pm

Agenting update

Well, that went much faster and smoother than I feared.

I'm happy to announce I'm now represented by Lisa Rodgers at JABberwocky. Really excited about this. :D